『前言』：半年了，时间快的还真是吓人，这半年遇到的人，发生的事，听过的歌，走过的路，太多太多，无以言状，大学生活的结束到现在有了一份比较称心的工作，这段日子，不想多说，我会在我的生活博客里面说明这半年的种种得失，继续开始我们的单曲推荐，半年了才更新，有点太对不起大家了，在这向一直关注凡弥与研的朋友们致歉，Suicide Is Painless，这首从七十年代便开始被众多艺人追捧翻唱的曲子，目前翻唱的版本已经有十多个，但是大多数人认识她并沉迷于她的我相信应该是03年Lady&Bird的翻唱版本，而今天向大家推荐的是比较轻松的一个版本，Matt Costa版本，听这个小伙子的歌已经有一段时间了，前一阵子下他的全集的时候，在他05年的小EP“The Elasmosaurus”听到了Suicide Is Painless，突然间，耳朵就被他那种简单的倾吐式的弹唱所吸引了，自杀是没有痛苦的，在Lady&Bird的语调中我听到了一种申诉，在MM的版本里我听到了绝望，而在Matt Costa的声音里我却听到了一种新生。『研』
"Suicide Is Painless"
Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied 'oh why ask me?'
And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
『前言』：两年了，真快。临近盛夏，灼眼的阳光不计代价的向这个世界平铺过来，密密麻麻没有间隙。两年前蹲坐在路边的一棵大柳树下伴着焦灼听着Beneath the Silence（潜伏在沉默身后），清脆如泉的吉他前奏，加上低沉略加沧凉的人声点缀，使人沉沦，让人沉淀。06年的夏天比起现在每天无绪的降雨来说显的更加干裂些，那时寒子也在，闷声闷气的陪我过了一个沉闷的的夏天，可那时的心情还算平缓，没有现在这么狂乱，我往往容易陷入这样的怀念，也许两年后的某一天也是这样的心态，其实每个人都是个矛盾体，一直都是，善良邪恶的互换，悲观与希望的点燃，有时绝望的无畏，有时坚强的可怜，很多时候会染上这样的习惯，塞上耳塞隔绝世界，相顾无言，不如冷淡，这样也好，少许的陪伴也许会让自己看起来更加的可怜，这样焦躁的季节确实很需要身体的陪伴，但却在虚妄的自我游说中开始泯灭。我这是怎么了，眼前，混乱的情绪开始在身边没有规则的乱串，时常被咣咣的撞门声弄的烦躁不安，每天晚上像个乞儿一样抱着个大枕头到处借宿，用日渐粗糙的皮肤去感受雨水的短暂暧昧，黑暗中，视线也开始模糊起来，我再也没对任何人说起这种感觉，只是这样的看着，看着，直到生命最后的边缘。『研』
Though I cannot see it
I sense something change
Though I cannot touch it
I must have a name
How can i explain what i'm feeling
How can words capture this meaning
Tell me does love show itseif to anyone
Walking through the corn fields
Tears fall from my eyes
Emotions fly like seagulls
Into the blue sky
Summer ends.seasons speed by me
Sadness ends.besuty inspires me
Tell me does love show itseif to anyone
How can i explain what i'm feeling
How can words capture this meaning
Tell me does love show itseif to anyone.anyone.
Tell me what this is
Love tastes so sweet
See the grasses beckon
They're calling to me
Caught here in a vacume
No nothing's the same
Summer ends.seasons speed by me
Sadness ends.besuty inspires me
Tell me does love show itseif to anyone.anyone.
How can i explain what i'm feeling
How can words capture this meaning
Tell me does love show itseif
Yes.Tell me does love show know itseif.yeah
Summer ends.seasons speed by me
Sadness ends.besuty inspires me
Tell me does love show itseif
Yes.Tell me does love know itseif.yeah
How can i explain what i'm feeling
How can words capture this meaning
Tell me does love show itseif to anyone.anyone.
Tell me what this is
Love tastes so sweet
Time flies quickly.so quickly
Lobe tastes so pure
Tesrs fall from my eyes
Tell me does love show itself to anyone
『前言』：Mark Linkous，怎么样，也许你不经意间听到这个名字时情绪就会不由的转向忧郁，忧郁，这个被用的泛滥的词，也许只有在他身上才能够诠释出这个词的真正本质，这个有着严重的燥郁症患者，曾经在多少个湿闷的夜用他那妖呓入髓的声音迷乱着你躁动的心，迷幻的质感也恰恰体现在这，其实我更喜欢Getting It Wrong这样的简单吟唱加些小电音点缀，有些致幻的阴郁小调，因为这是sparklehorse的标志，也因为这样的切合才成就了那首被大家奉为最完美版本的Wish You Were Here，那次与Thom York的短短的交合，创造出了一首迷幻史上不朽的传奇之作。听过sparklehorse所有专辑后，你会发现，唯一还有些雷同色彩的也就是这首来自他们06年专辑《Dreamt For Light Years In The Belly Of A Mountain》 的Getting It Wrong，夏天到了，各种空调冷饮根本解决不了内心的那种燥热感，只有音乐能够平息一切，静静的躺在公园的吊床上，眼前的树木遮蔽着刺眼阳光，伴着清凉的微风，听着Mark Linkous的声音，闭着眼睛，享受着你内心最底层的小阴郁。送出这首不到两分半的阴郁小调，大家一起纳凉。『研』
Set your woods on fire
hide up in the spires
the flames kept dancing higher
they're playing our song
they're playing our song
they're getting it wrong
ophelia in the creek
caught up in the sticks
somethings can't be fixed
they're playing our song
they're playing our song
they're playing our song。
I Looked out of the window
saw lightning coming through
to the place that i was living
the place that i once knew
the ghost slept next to me
and offered me protection
i never saw his face
cause he left for resurrection
please don´t go
you are all
please don´t go
you are all
the love to leave behind
the need to find the new
has always been a burden
whatever i may do
one day he disappeared
and left a note behind
stop wonder black on white
i had to loose my mind
now he´s gone farewell dear ghost
you took a piece of mine
it´s yours don´t hesitate
never come back i am fine
please don´t go
you are all
please don´t go
you are all
the love to leave behind
the need to find the new
has always been a burden
whatever i may do
please don´t go
please don´t go
please don´t go
please don´t go
you are all
you are all
[black box,不可抗力,bamboo young cee]
电视中播放着灰白的画面
天空中有太多不再归来的大雁
当我强忍着把泪水往下咽
四周围充满了没有对白的挂念
留下所有悲伤,Crashing to memorize
我把所有徽章,Pass to the paradise,
当我们被迫着,Look at how shit has been
我大声的说着,We surviving by any means
["顏社" PG from NS-69]
生命太微小,淚水的味道
懷念著從前微笑的美好
而眼前景象告訴你回不去
如果不把眼淚擦去,你要怎麼微笑
上帝不會告訴你他下步會要怎麼做
但請你擦去淚痕你知道該往哪走
Keep ya head up,因為你還站著
請你堅強Cuz life must goes on
